So You Wanna Be a Rock Super Star?

10:48pm: I get a Little crazy when papers are due
Chelsey

can you shoot me in the back?

22:43Sarah-Rose

doing a paper?

22:44Chelsey

im done one of the 2 papers both are equally horrible unorganized i think and too short but i have no more info to fill them up with

both due TOMORROW!

Shoot me in the BACK

injury is the only way out of this

22:44Sarah-Rose

oh that sucks

22:44Chelsey

get the bow and arrow out of your garage

i'll be waiting in my cul du dac

22:45Sarah-Rose

well don't stress about shortness b/c i couple of times i've done papers shorter then the requirement they suggested and all those times i;ve gotten a fine mark

omg

22:46Chelsey

so hilarious i actually thought about it

22:46Sarah-Rose

papers are murderous

22:46Chelsey

you bow n arrow be cul de sac you have 20 mins
22:47Sarah-Rose

i have been doing mine all day and just finished writing it and formatting and sstuff but i have to just read it over to check that all my sentences are good

22:47Chelsey

dieeeeeeee

22:47Sarah-Rose

im kinda worried though b/c im stepping away from it before reading it over

22:47Chelsey

why are you still talking and not finding that bow and arrow to shoot me with?

22:48Sarah-Rose

but im scared to read it and then find out theres a lot to fix

it's really hard to use

you need force to shoot it and im not a fan on the whole murdering thing

22:50Chelsey

it wouldn't be murder just injury aim for an arm or leg

22:51Sarah-Rose

you know one of my moms brothers shot a play arrow into my moms ankle when she was young

she said it hurt but she did survive

22:51Chelsey

perfect that's the plan

i'm glad you're down for it

22:52Sarah-Rose

so whats this paper on?

uhh

8:55pm: where have I been?
Oh wow I forgot all about this
which is weird because that seems to happen a lot lately
forgetting about something or someone you really liked then one day just never doing that thing or talking to that person again
I find it so odd how life changes so quickly without us even noticing.


anywho, so I decided to take a break from school this weekend which I'll regret this week but oh well
i enjoyed going to a concert, staying at home and watching Disney movies, going out on the town, and going to science world! All are very productive things in my opinion

12:01am: argfj
and so a random thought came to my head
i was just looking at some pictures when i thought
"hmmm i don't actually hate french, i just hated the teacher or how it was taught."
i think im gunna get a teach your self french book
so i can relearn it and/or possibly enjoy it
who knows?

then i thought of how much i missed a country, England i was only there for like 3 days but i loved it even the cold i suited me and it was like home. everything and everyone seemed polite even if they weren't
the fashion there id goooood
they have accents
and many of their homes look like my house
it just was a happy place.
... i will go back soon i give it up to 3 years...

i also realised how much i missed all my friends because 5 out of the 6 of my closest friends left over the summer for months a month and there just not around it's weird because you keep on thinking they're just a phone call away, but then i don't know the number.atleast i get updates which means they miss me too.

i guess it's preparing me for university they all won't be there at school with me
but at least they'll be around
well i guess it's coming to that time in life where you have to throw yourself out there and just wait to see what happens what ever happens will make you not only who you are but what you are.

10:04pm: to the hew of the light
I enjoy when my songs are on shuffle and the way I'm feeling reveals it's self in a song
all the same all my friends have peace out for the summer meaning their in Europe, camp, or have full time jobs
which means i have to find things to do alone
= I'm planning to do a full clean out of my room, book tickets to Toronto to visit my best friend, maybe I'll start drawing again nature is nice now, meh allergies, all the same:

Fall Apart Again

Long is the day, take it away
Hold it up and you don't let it fall
Cause devils play, was yesterday
And I don't care about that at all

I just smile, once in a while
Because I don't want the lines on my face
I sit right here, holding the years
And I count all the stars in space

You fall apart again and you can find a friend
Don't turn to someone else because they won't understand...

Self respect, goes unexpressed
I don't dream because I cannot sleep
And I think the world of myself
But the world doesn't think much of me
As long as the day is full of time, there will always be room
for your hand in mine

You fall apart again and you can't find a friend
Don't turn to someone else because they won't understand
I don't want to hear
You say that you miss yesterday
If you don't like what you see

That means nothing to me

No one's home I'm alone with my music and my tv
And I still say that yesterday is best when left to sleep

You fall apart again and you can't find a friend
Don't turn to someone else because they won't understand
I don't want to hear
You say that you miss yesterday
If you don't like what you see
That means nothing to me

4:30pm: money
wanna come to my grad? its 125$

wanna come to my commencement? it's free!!!!

9:49pm: WATCH CAREFULLY
there are many surprises in this clip daniel kee your eyes open i know you'll enjoy it

1:11pm: im home and ready to leave again
im tired of highschool its so draining
but im home with tons of memories and new friends
that i'll hopefully be able to keep
because sometimes you go on trips and bond with people then you never speak again
well i know one friendship is still going well cause Ben came out for lunch with me and my pals
yesterday and he enjoyed it good.

i feel like i'm missing my family i mean the ones i've grown so attached to
i woke up the day after i came home missing someone to wake up beside me
of to laugh with on how i wake up

......


i'll be better i promise
but i did break school trip rules and i felt so good being
rebellious i should do it more often

12:23am: HELLO
canada!!!!!!!!
im in England at the moment.


have a good time
saw wicked it was delightful
i love brits accents
they are a delight




theres more stuff but i can't think its way to early


but apperntely there is a fire nearby the train we want to catch so we're just sitting in the hotel waitng






PEACE

4:17pm: OH Heavens
so i leave today
in about 4 hours or so
i'm really excited.
we don't really get to sleep
we leave at 8 something pm here
and we get there at 1pm there time
meaning how does sleep coinceide?
i'll be to excited to sleep anyways
Have a Fabulous spring break.

3:11pm: drowsed
pointless day of school
go there 1st block the teacher comes says free block
so i finish my english
then comes CAPP what do we do?
go outside and take pictures while so many people are missing
and then we go back to the class what do we do?
Nothing.
then i go to english. she came around and check our hmwk. then told us to read our books
then we mark a quiz go over the chapter we just read the only good thing about that class is that the teacher loves me and i can say anything and she won't really get mad cause i told her to get a hearing aid (lame cause that was the only excitment that happened)
so lunch i go home and pick up my script and stop a starbucks
go to law late the teacher hardly cares he leaves the room comes back tells us to read some
case studies i read 2. then i spill ice all over myself. jo to the washroom and who do i see my teacher chatting it up with another teacher. Pathetic lemme say that
so i go to acting hoping we'll be a bit more productive
we talk about the play thats going on outside of class then we talk about pledging for cancer
finaly we get new script booklets my drive was in vain
so we do some of our play people cause a ruckus me and taylor make fun of a girl we don't like and laugh yada yada. finally the day is over
all pointlessness is over im home and ready for a nap.
by the way Teachers were hired and paid to teach and not be lazy ass people and not give the proper education students deserve. i really hope none of them will inform us that we are very behind. i they do i will gladly inform them why. my parent do not pay money for me to be bored.

11:20pm: pouring rain
OH MY GOD!!!
"if i went missing would anybody notice?"


tears keep refilling in my eyes, im shaking.
i cant believe it, i wont believe it
i havent't cryed like is in ages im just so scared, why
because i realized the stuff like this happens everyday and we never notice
we never see that side, when you find the one you love dying, suffering and in pain.
the mental breakdown that follows must be horrific.
i can fell the shock ... it pulsating through my viens.
"a devastating conclusion." ????

no , no no, no, no, no no,no.......

10:48pm: it's late and it's time for bed.
i just have to remember to breathe
just breathe




calm dowm

relax be like you've never been
do what you've never been
embody your character and Perform it Baby! Perform it!

if it feels good do it?
if it feel akward you know it wrong?


im in a play its called you could die laughing
my character is Zowie ( i forgot the last name)
shes a comic
i get to do a monolouge that has a lot of improve Hip Hip.

the equals i'll tell you when it is and all must attented
it a class play but its gunna be good. cause most of the cast is bonne
annnnd i got the part i wanted.


PEACE and keep it Gangsta

i just noticed how i change the subject real quick yo

5:11pm: fresh
so my in the next 35 days i will be doing the following
february 14 -boycoting
February 15- Dance comp. Chilliwack (solo)
February 16- No School= states
feburary 19- Switchfoot CONCERT!!!
Feburary 28-March 2 -No School
March 14 - LEAVE FOR EUROPE!!!






i really really really am excited even if i dont completely enjoy it which i doubt i'll always remember it.


WOOT!

4:56pm: death by exams
note to self essays and thesis' must one day be destroyed



so tired brain will soon explode.
i think i might suffer from test anxiety
i seem to black out some times.




3 more exams left
friday day off= making acting video

Now: drawing my self a bubble bath with 2 different kinds of bubbles

down loading season 1 of veronica mars

about to make cue cards for my geo exams which is tommarrow

massive head ache rather tense

but my mums being soooo great and helpful sometimes annoying but she means well.

4:10pm: today i had a meeting about England
i got really excited because we get to you the tube on our own
plus its England
and Harry Potter is filmed there
fashion is way a head there
our history started from there
did you know that 1 pound is 2.50$ canadian?
wow. imma be spending lots
and we get to go to the theater and see Wicked i can't get over that.



officially it is 49 days until i go to Europe and travel all over.
<3

8:44pm: bye bye grey's
so stoked for packer's !!!

8:27pm: ah!
Daniel Swenson- Singing hallelujah with the fear in your heart says:
LOL!
Chelsey..high light slaping sandles and everybody stares.... says:
it proves you tanned
Daniel Swenson- Singing hallelujah with the fear in your heart says:
sendez-vous les photos swhen you have time
Daniel Swenson- Singing hallelujah with the fear in your heart says:
it also proves I have BOOBS
Chelsey..high light slaping sandles and everybody stares.... says:
i'll do it now in the shared folder
Daniel Swenson- Singing hallelujah with the fear in your heart says:

Chelsey..high light slaping sandles and everybody stares.... says:
MUAHAHAH

5:10pm: lady or the tiger?
Remember that show Daria?
i do and i liked it actually i remember staying up late just to watchit
no wonder
any ways i just stumbled on this and it was rather good:
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11:43am: mhmm
how is it that most good day take away the Bad?
i dunno but they just do.
which makes me happy like how yesterday i woke up and my parents took me out for lunch so unexpected.
the i cleaned my house actually rather happy.
called up Dylan and we made plans to go for dinner at the Cactus Club
the plans were followed and nothing fell threw had great converations
caught up on what was happening made me feel great.
drove him home listened to a variety of different songs i offically really like the Doors and i obviously love music.
so i drop him off go home and have a nice sing along with G.O.B. as i drive.




in the morningi wake up and read listening to all of my Ben Lee which i have missed lots then the Arcade Fire, i check my usual sites, Oh whats this! Amanda Boyd tells me im going to the Incubus concert tonight with her im rather excited cause i like them but i need to go and get submersed in their songs before i go or i'll feel like a loser.
mm i love concerts!
what a good day
for now anyways!
Im going to buy a shirt i've just decieded

2:16pm: mmmmmmmm
i love New Years
i love my friends
i love how we're all secretly strange and we all know it
i love cool older sisters
i love knowing that no matter what in 6 months i'll be out of my lame high school
i love being able to know what's out there in the world and being able to taste it at 17
i love the sun and the rain
i love uniqueness in people and how they surprise you even when you think you know them
i love being able to say that in 6 months i'll be 18
i love how it's a new year

i'm scared though about not getting into the school of my choice.

9:06pm: sadly home
i was so happy to go
and im so sad to be back


i realize that I'm still 2years too young to go to clubs in canada
i realize that i can wear a blue black wrist band and get free food and Acdrinks
i finally realize that im leaving really good people that i consider my family
and that i'll miss a lot even when they're back cause i hardly see them


at this moment i miss the HEAT AND SUN!!!!

9:40am: "i woke up this mornig with a blue moon in my eyes"
nah i woke up this morning counting dow the mere hours until i leave for the airport at this moment its about 13hrs and 19 mins
eeeeeee im sooooooooo excited
i skipped my last last christmas day at school
just how i missed my last 1st day at school
oh well at least i got to sleep in
my throat hurts i need to be welll
wootwoot1
peace,
PLAYA

9:05pm: reminis
mmmm Cuba is the place i love and miss but funny thing that i remember is the following
cuban man : do you want to buy CDs?
Us: ummm what?
cuban man: this is real cuban music, where are you from?
Us: Canada!
cuban man: canadians can't dance.
Cass and Janice ( point at me): She can dance!!!
Cuban man (looks at me): ooooooo she dance the pole!?
me (shocked / stunnded): NO!
(leaves)

then an old lady called me a dancing queen because i can move my hips like a cuban!!!!
and i was something im not gunna lie the was a wow factor!
lol
but now im sad 'cause Cuba is my other home in my mind.

8:35pm: Dentist?
mmm good day
i wore my new school black jacket that looks soo good today. read the tell tale heart in english today the 1st good short story we have read in a long time.
drew a picture of potential dresses and my new neckolace.
went home.

went on a dentist date with my sister.
i go in first
DR.'s like, "you're beautiful, how old are you now?"
me(laughs): "im seventeen!"
DR.: "wow you're growing up to be a babe! do lots of people tell you that?"
me (laughs again): "no like never"
Assitant: " Stop buttering her up!"


I ve known my dentist since i was a little kid, he's so cool! and he old! he loves Punk and rock and new bands!
he is my idol! plus his daughter is so into AD which is so amazing!

to top off my day my mum made mac and cheese!

7:50pm: so i said this once:
if point A wants point B
but point B has point C
and then point D also wants
point B
what does point A do?
...wait?


but what i found out was the following it was breaking news!

so point C cheats on point B
with point F when the word cheat is there it means
had sex in point C's bed room

point B find out from point c's kin what happened
poind B beats up point F
but point B stays with point C?
why?
it was point C's fault it happened at all am i right?